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Jasper, thank you. I'm reading this as I ready myself for a big job transition: from having one to not, for an unknown length of time. And appreciating the history of jobs I've had, the ones I didn't get or take, and the ones yet to come.

My first job was in a flower store, dethorning roses. When I see a bouquet today - especially one wrapped in cheap cellophane with a ribbon - I can feel the small cuts on my fingers from 25 years ago.

There are jobs I'd love to have for a week and others I imagine for "real." On my one week list there is rigger, circus performer, pro athlete, tree-topper. On my other list, I've been curious about what it would be to be a full-time writer, library director, local politician.

For the first time, I'm trying to prevent myself from imagining what's next professionally. I feel great gratitude to have the privilege to take a break in 2021. It terrifies me a bit. I've never taken a break from driving hard towards professional goals before. I'm hopeful, and curious, to see what interests me on the other side.

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